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Sun Nov 8, 2009, 2:59 PM
SNACKPACK! All on da flooor~
SNACKPACK! Gimme some mooore~
..
Yes, I like snackpacks. |3

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I HAS IT NOW

Wed Oct 28, 2009, 7:04 PM
YES I DO. =3

Career? Why, Vet Technician of course. =3.. Well, now it is. |3 I'm looking for more info too with help.

College? CRC for 2 years then 2 years in Sac state or just 2 years in CRC

Where's he gonna live? Apparently he hasta at the apartment across from us.

What about the pet sitting business I stressed and studied about and stayed an hour or two after school every week for and busted my brain thinking of things I need? I'm doing it at the same time. >.> So a job.. is unneeded for now. Pet sitting is my job. But it's not a serious job you see. |3 It's more of a side thing now.. well, it will be once I get out of college but y'know. We'll see how it works out. |3 But I feel so much less pressured.

Degree? Associates (about 2 years) is alright for the career itself but I'm gonna aim for a Bachelor's (4 years). Not getting a certificate, but planning on asking some vet techs in this area about what they recommend.

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Passing time

Mon Oct 26, 2009, 8:25 PM
STEP ONE:
Spell your name out in songs.

Itty bitty too much - Kingdom Hearts
Dango Daikazoku - Clannad
At Zanarkand (couldn't find anything else) - Final Fantasy

STEP TWO:
– Name: Ida. o.o
– Birth date: 4/22/93
– Nickname: Xirian/Larxene?
– Eye Color: Brown
– Hair Color: Black
– Zodiac Sign: Taurus

STEP THREE:
– The shoes you wore today: The shoes I always wear
– Your weakness(es): A lot
– Your fear(s): A lot
– Your perfect pizza: Hm.. o.o As long as it tastes good.
– Goal you’d like to achieve: Finishing everything I wanna do and find a right career (thinking about massage therapy currently, gonna do research later)

STEP FOUR:
– Your best physical feature?: Eyes..? o.o
– Your bedtime?: Around 11?
– Most missed memory?: Hm. o.o

STEP FIVE:
This Or That...
– Pepsi or Coke?: Don't matter
– McDonald’s or Burger King: McD's? I guess
– Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton. o.o
– Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla, mostly?
– Cappuccino or coffee: Hot chocolate. |3

STEP SIX:
Do You...
– Curse: Yes. XD
– Sing: Occasionally
– Dance: I do weird ones when I'm alone. >.>
– Take a shower everyday: I try to. |3 Otherwise every couple days or something
– Have a crush: NAWWWWW
– Do you think you’ve been in love?: Currently am? o.o
– Want to go to college: I'm trying to decide if it's needed with what I wanna do, which is also confusing me a little. Pet sitting, yes, massage therapy, not really. >.> Just needa go to a school I think. -no research done yet-
– Like(d) high school: It's alright
– Want to get married: Yeah
– Get motion sickness: I think so if I got on a boat. >.>
– Think you’re attractive: Nah
– Think you’re a health freak: Occasionally, most of the time no. o.o
– Get along with your parents: It's whatever

STEP SEVEN:
In the past month...
– Gone to the mall: Nope
– Eaten an entire box of Oreos: I wish to. >: -has one with me right now-
– Eaten Sushi: I did yesterday. |3
– Been on stage: Nope, never wanna be. >:
– Gone skating: Sure, I kinda fail though
– Made homemade cookies: Scones? =3
– Gone skinny dipping: Lawl, sounds fun
– Stolen anything: Yes. |3

STEP EIGHT:
Ever...
– Played a game that required removal of clothing: Sounds fun too. XD If it's between me and Vince.
– If so, was it mixed company: Ew
- Flashed anyone: No?
– Been beaten up: Yes. >.>
– Shoplifted: Yes. |3

STEP NINE:
– Age you hope to be married: Not anywhere pass 30, but 26 would make me feel old also. >.> So at or before 25? And that's less than 10 years from now lawl
– Number of Children: 1.. or 2. >.>
– Describe your Dream Wedding: Elegant yet fun, pretty, gentle, refreshing, joyful and romantic and the happiest time of me and Vince's life. XD Maybe goin' to a casino after or anywhere to celebrate that's fun and beautiful too.. that'd be like my mom and dad's wedding. o.o Only less asian. LESS GET DRUNK TOO WHEN IT'S ALL OVER. =3 HURDURHUR

STEP TEN:
In a boyfriend/girlfriend...
– Best eye color?: Doesn't matter, but blue is really typical inna way. o.o So that's my lease fave.
– Best hair color?: Don't matter
– Short hair or long hair?: Longish. XD
– Height: Taller than me even if it's a little.. less awkward. >.> But this depends on the person itself also. I don't expect anybody to be perfect, in fact, imperfection is attractive to me.

STEP ELEVEN:
– Number of people I could trust with my life: My LIFE? >.> That's a lot, lawl. The answer is pretty obvious.
– Number of CDs that I own: Um. 2. o.o
– Number of tattoos: None
– Number of piercings: None, hope to stay that way

PERSONAL QUIZ:
o1. Who were you with yesterday?: Vince, Eric, mom. o.o
o2. What woke you up this morning?: Alarm clock. >.> -hates that thing-
o3. Is tomorrow going to be a good day?: I hope so. >.> -tired, annoyed and lazy today-
o4. Do you like anybody?: Yeahsureokay (quit repeating stuff. >O)

THE PAST:
o1. Ever thrown up in public?: Oh god yes. >.>
o2. What’s on your mind RIGHT NOW?: My math homework. >.> Fucking hate this

THE FUTURE:
o1. What kind of home would you like?: Y'know those homes where you own your own property and the house is pretty nice and has a big backyard and pretty and everything? o.o Yeah. |3 Too bad it's expensive though.
o2. What do you want to be when you grow up?: (oh god Kaze's response to this surprised me) Massage therapist and/or pet sitter.
o3. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?: College? >.> Working? Cooking? Cleaningfsdafgkln

IN GENERAL:
o1. Do you like candy necklaces?: They're pretty good. XD
o2. When was the last time you fell over or ran into something?: o.o I stumble a lot. I last walked into a desk.. Last fell over on my bed by randomly losing balance. >.>
o3. Do you still go trick or treating?: Planning to
o4. What's your favorite type of soda?: Hm. o.o Mountain Dew?
o5. Have you ever moved?: Not a TON of times but yes, I'm hoping we move again soon. o.o But seeing as how we barely have money, probably not gonna happen. XD
o6. Have you ever won an award?: Nah. >.> Maybe a few in elementary that aren't important.
o7. Are you listening to music right now?: Yes?
o9. When were you the saddest in your whole life?: How would I be able to determine that right now when I don't know the exact feeling of any of them anymore? o.o Probably about a couple or so years ago though.
o1o. What time is it?: Um. 9:07pm. Should be doing my hw
o11. Do you use ebay to buy or sell?: I buy. >.>; Nothing to really sell
o12. Who makes you mad: I'd get mad at anybody if they MAKE me mad yes.
o13. Ever heard a song written about you: No. XD Nothing similar to it either.
o14. Something you want to happen in 2010?: o.o Nothing much. Get my business going?
o15. Summer 2010?: Working. XD Hopefully visiting Vince to hit the beach and chill.
o16. Honestly, do you miss 2008?: Actually, yeah.. o.o

HONESTY SECTION:
1. Honestly, what color is your underwear?: White. >.>;
2. Honestly, what's on your mind?: Blargh (it's hard to put my thoughts into words. XDD)
3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?: Sitting here. >.> Trying to convince myself I should start doing something important rather than this quiz.
4. Honestly, have you done something bad today?: Maybe. o.o
5. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?: My bro. o.o
6. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?: Maybe a little? o.o
7. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?: People being stupid. >.> Actually, I think that's the only reason I get mad when I think about it.
8. Honestly, do you bite your nails?: It was a bad habit a long time ago. >.>
9. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?: Lawl, maybe
10. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?: Yes. >.>
11. Honestly, are you keeping a big secret now?: BIG secret? o.o... Nah.
12. Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like?: Maybe.. o.o I can't tell.
13. Honestly, what was the last text message you received?: >.>
14. Honestly, are you in denial?: Maybe
15. Honestly, do you get up in the middle of the night?: I'd hate to. XD
16. Honestly, do you like anyone?: Quit repeatin. >:
17. Honestly, does anyone like you?: Yes? |3

RAGE SECTION:
1. What do you do when you’re mad?: Lately I can't let myself sit there quietly anymore and glare/keep a straight face. o.o So.. anything? -snaps at everything and everyone-
2. What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad?: Yell? o.o Beat on a living thing?
3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: Yes. >.>
CRYING SECTION:
1. When was the last time you actually cried?: Maybe an hour ago a lil. >.>
2. Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yes.. >.> A lot of times
3. Do certain songs make you cry?: -cries easy-
4. What usually makes you cry?: Being sad? o.o Or way too mad
HAPPY SECTION:
1. Are you usually a happy person?: I guess.. I'd say I'm in between but I'm very childish
2. What makes you the happiest?: Being with Vince in rl.. o.o Eric notices a difference in my personality, lawl
3. What song makes you always happy?: Always? >.> Hm..
4. Do you believe in yourself?: Um. o.o Only if others believe in me a bunch.
5. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy?: Oh course. >.> I get embarrassed too though.

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Stolen from Eb

Thu Oct 22, 2009, 8:29 PM
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you that the reader may not know. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. c:

oo1. I watch too much tv, nothing surprises me a ton anymore. >.> -reacts fast and that often makes others think I don't care or anything else that I don't think-
oo2. I like to keep things from falling apart. XD Like if we're doing whatever, I wanna know the exact plans as soon as possible.
oo3. But that sometimes makes me do things way too fast before the time it's suppost to get done. >.>
oo4. I like to think deep about people.. but sometimes I think too deep and that leads me to the wrong directions
oo5. I'm ready to be a mother, but I'm also kinda scared about the right and wrongs things to do. But one thing's for sure = be honest and open with your kids
oo6. I make too many frozen treats 'cus we often don't have the material to make actual baked or cooked food. >.>
oo7. Kingdom Hearts? I dunno anymore. o.o Roxas? Rape. =3
oo8. I'm wondering if I'll get far with my attitude, I still like to play like a kid but I can be really mature too about what I need to get done... but my history teacher got mad at me for taping my mouth today. >: But I was still listening to what he was saying.
oo9. I have mixed feelings about the way I look now, but I still wish I looked a lil more better. o.o
o10. Fact (or my opinion at least): Happiness comes from trust, and trust comes from confidence, which takes time to build with the right influence and beliefs and accepting the persuasion a lot of nice people are trying to tell you, 'cus believe it or not you emo kids, people go through the same things as you (hey, there's tons and tons of us) and if they're nice, they'd try to share their wisdom the best way possible which actually now sounds way too common to hear but is the straight truth all the way.
o11. If a tree fell and nobody were there to hear it, forget about GOD and things not existing if nobody notices. >.> Let's look at reality. It HAPPENS, we just don't see or hear it, but it's there, just not in our minds 'cus WE DIDN'T NOTICE IT. >O It fell, it made a sound, it happened, we just didn't see or hear. Answer right thar. >:
o12. Music is awesome. =3 So awesome that I'm really considering getting a tattoo of a tiny music note on or behind my ear, lawl (but it'd hurt so most likely not. >.>;)
013. Religion sucks, but I believe in magic and fantasy. XD
o14. I'm surprised nobody's ever figured out my collar's really for--
015. I've been on a illness rollercoaster for a long time now. >:
016. I'm not sure if I should go to the haunted house that's just downtown from here for halloween. >.>
o17. When I'm completely alone.. I usually just watch tv the whooooole day and take a nap
o18. I like sleeping with Vince, it's more comforting. =3
019. I feel awkward towards certain people
o20. I gettin' sleepy easier. >:
o21. I'm running out of things to say
o22. Woof
o23. Woof
o24. Woof
o25. Woof

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Quiz

Tue Oct 20, 2009, 10:48 PM
'Cus I've basically gone nothing to get very far with business so far due to issues that kept coming up. >: With Vinceuu. |3


Do you have a good reputation?
Me: Maybe to some people, maybe not some people. XDD I'm probably in between, I just try to keep outa trouble and be as friendly as possible.
Vince: sure

Ever made someone cry and laughed?
Me: No.. >: That's really mean.
Vince: no

Are you confused right now?
Me: No. o.o Well, maybe a lil about some stuff.
Vince: yes i am confuse

Are you in love?
Me: Indeedo. |3
Vince: ya

How many assholes do you know?
Me: A lot. >.>
Vince: mine and ida's |3 (Me: wat.)

Favorite color?
Me: The rainbow and every color in betweeeeen. |3
Vince: black

Do you like being in a relationship?
Me: Lovelove. =o
Vince: ya

Who pissed you off today?
Me: Nobody I don't think.. in rl anyway. >.>
Vince: game boss

When's the last time you cried?
Me: Ummm.. o.o Maybe a little a while ago
Vince: a long time ago

Are you upset?
Me: Just a little. It depends on about what
Vince: no

Last phone call?
Me: My bro about picking me up. o.o
Vince: to my mom

Last text?
Me: Vince. |3
Vince: to ida

Something you're trying to ignore?
Me: Well, I wouldn't be ignoring it if I mentioned it. =3
Vince: iunno o.o

Do you regret things?
Me: A few I think. o.o
Vince: no

Do you think anyone will read your anwsers?
Me: No. =3
Vince: ya, ida

Who would you like to be with right now?
Me: Vince. >.> Obviously
Vince: ida?

Who do you trust?
Me: Completely, Vince. o.o For the most part, I'm not sure. -open yet picky about who to completely trust-
Vince: lotsa people

Are you on the phone?
Me: No..? o.o
Vince: no

Who would you like to fall asleep to on the phone?
Me: Why would I wanna fall asleep to anyone on the phone. >: Thass kinda rude
Vince: no one, thas rude

Do you forgive easily?
Me: Sadly, yes. >.> But sometimes I get really worked up. I usually need advice on if I should forgive or not through a discussion, 'cus sometimes my way of thinking is mixed up.
Vince: depends, usually i dont get mad for over a day

What's on your mind?
Me: A lot of crap that should be over with for the most part. >:
Vince: zombie survival quiz right now

If you could apologize to anyone right now, who would it be?
Me: o.o Ummmm... Anyone I made upset or annoyed and put in an awkward position? =3
Vince: iunno

In the past week, what would you go back and change?
Me: This week? >.> Not sure, making Vince die in his game?
Vince: nothing

Are you honest?
Me: I try to be, lawl
Vince: ya

Are you believable?
Me: Hope I am. o.o I usually try to explain myself best I can.
Vince: sometimes

What are you listening to?
Me: The tv. XD
Vince: tv

Are you a bad girlfriend/boyfriend?
Me: I hope I'm not. >: (Vince is horrible. |3)
Vince: no, why would it even ask that

Ever been in a car wreck?
Me: Lawl no. |3 No serious injuries have ever happened to me either -luckylucky- Better not speak too soon though. >.>
Vince: not a car wreck but a car crash

Do you sing in the shower?
Me: If a song's stuck in my head. XD
Vince: no

What is your favorite Holiday?
Me: Most of 'em. >.> -excited over Halloween, Thanksgiving and Christmas all at once right now-
Vince: christmas

Would you ever get plastic surgery?
Me: Sure. =3 Well, I'm not sure. >.> It's kinda a creepy thought
Vince: no

Have you ever caught a fish?
Me: Maybe once. >.> Or maybe I just daydreamed I did and really caught nothing at all. |3
Vince: no

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